Okay so first off, I dislike those “I’m the girl who-” posts. Shit’s annoying. But this is probably gonna sound like one of them. 

When I say “people like me” I’m referring to the one’s who are seen as “weak”. You know, the one’s who text first, who apologize first, who care more. I think it takes a big heart to be a person like that. I mean, shit sounds easy but how many people out there actually let go of their pride for two seconds and make the effort to show the one that they love that they actually care about them. People are scared shitless of rejection, but that doesn’t get in my way. If I love you, I’ll let you know. That’s how I am. Problem is that I’m always falling for people who can’t do the same for me. You know, the ones that make you text them first, the ones who ignore you, the ones who care less in the relationship. 

I mean, if everyone let pride get in the way of their happiness then no one would text anyone. We’d all just be sitting at home depressed and lonely as fuck because we’re too scared or too “proud” to be the one to text first.

I just wanted to say this, to the people who don’t let their pride get in the way, keep your head up. Don’t stop caring. The world really does need people like us.

I’m scared that this will be the year I have to see you with someone else. I don’t what it will feel like. All I know is that it will hurt. You’ve been single for 2 years, a couple more wouldn’t kill you right? I’m selfish, I know. I just don’t know how I would handle seeing you love someone that isn’t me. I just don’t want to be replaced.

Sure, people with the DGAF attitudes get hurt less, but I think the world needs people who care a little too much to make up for the others. People who “don’t give a fuck” are scarred people, in my opinion. You probably cared for something or someone, you probably loved them and some way or another that person or object was ripped away from you. Now you’re too scared to care about anything else because you’re afraid it will unjustly be taken from you. I know it’s not true for all people, but some people are like that out there. They need a person who cares too much. As annoying as they may seem, you like it. You need someone like that in your life. Without them, you would never experience joy with another person. You’d be too busy being “independent” alone by yourself not giving two fucks about anything. Without these people you will let potentially amazing things slip away from you. 

But I fucking hate her “women-empowering”/ new pop songs. Single Ladies was a good concept but the beat was stupid, robotic, and annoying. Her new song is just as stupid. Don’t get me wrong though. She has songs that make me cry like Broken-Hearted Girl and Flaws And All. She has pretty songs like Halo. Some of her pop songs from just a couple years back like Deja Vu were catchy and going way back to the Crazy In Love days, everyone was popping their booty all over the place. Lately though, I’m not feeling her. And the fuck is Sasha Fierce? Beyonce is already the queen. There is no need for Sasha. Just my opinion.

When I officially came out, I lost pretty much all my friends. That shit fucking hurt. I’m not ashamed of being bisexual in any way, but when I tell people I’m bi it reminds me of the worst summer of my life. I felt like I had lost everything.  I hate going back to that. And 75% of the people who I’ve told still do not believe me even though it’s been years since I came out. “You’ve never had a gf!” “You’ve never had sex with a girl!” etc, etc. Listen, most of the girls I’ve liked were fucking straight. The girls who do like girls at my school that I know of are all friends and they’re all the “emo/scene” kids who party and fuck sleep around. I have no gaydar. I’ve never found a girl who I could see myself in a serious relationship with. Except for @motherfuckingsamira but she doesn’t talk to me anymore, lives 3 hours away, and I have a boyfriend. Uggh. I don’t want to go into college like this. i’m scared that I’ll still be in a relationship with Wally and my curiosity will get the better of me and I’ll either end up doing stuff with a girl or actually falling for a girl. Okay I’m rambling.

Guys already fall in love with how they look so any little thing they have going for them is a super bonus. They shop at thrift stores? Omg, they have a unique fashion sense!! They’re on a varsity team? They’re an Olympic athlete!! They take 3D art? They’re such a creative soul!! They own a camera? They have a bright future ahead of them in the field of photography!! And on top of “all of that” they’re beautiful.

I used to be in love with her. She’s so adorbale, good body, cute voice, amazing singer, awesome impressions, etc. She’s pretty much perfect except for her chin. Anyway, she’s fucking everywhere on tumblr. It’s annoying so if I unfollow you, you know why. I hate seeing the same girl over and over again on my dash. At least get some new pictures of her?

I’ve been trying to get over my first love for years. Maybe you just don’t get over your first love. Maybe a little bit of you will always love them. Instead of fighting it and trying to get over him, maybe I should just accept it. I should accept that at one point we were each other’s lives and are now we’re hardly in each other’s lives at all. Maybe then the tears will stop, the anxiety will go away, the bad dreams will disappear, and I will be at peace.

I was talking with my friend who smokes weed & my teammate who is like straight A never even sipped alcohol girl. (Nothing wrong with either of them) Anyway, the school girl was like”Omg America will turn to shit if marijuana is legalized!! I will have completely lost all faith in our country.” And me & my other friend laugh our asses off. We’re just like naw nigga, everything will be hella chill. We’ll just all have the munchies.

I think it’s funny when people who don’t smoke think it’s the dirtiest thing ever. I’m like, bro I don’t smoke either. Calm your tits. Don’t overreact. 

Buy some cheap ass looking contacts. Take pictures, make sure you open your eyes real big like

Post and see thousands of people be fooled and think your eyes are really that beautiful.

If I post something could you have the decency to not make fun of me on the same post? I open up to tumblr to feel safe and I have to come back to a dashboard filled with people saying I’m annoying or stupid for just expressing thoughts I had that day.  Can’t you just create a whole new post if what I said irritates you that much? I don’t appreciate being made fun of on tumblr. This is supposed to be my sanctuary and some people are ruining it.